It seems that whatever I have done, Whatever i hope to achieve will eventually become a failure.
I dun want to be a failure. My ego is too high to accept anymore failure.

I did something wrong again, and i really hate myself for it. I really hate myself.

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i Swear and Promise that I will clean by room by 17th December

I had a very very bad day today. I am not a toy where you all can play around. I am not an object. Playing such games just show how lowly and childish you all are. And seriously thinking, why things always end up this way, I finally found an answer to it. That is because of your attitude and character. Making yourself superior by making people inferior and mocking them, just proves that you yourself has no ability, because you are scared, because you are someone who is worse then pariah. Will I be forgiving this time round? Nope and never will I be forgiving anymore. How I am treating you all from the start, is because of how you have treated me. It was never played fair from the start. Was god fair? I think he was never fair! While at least you all thaught me two very important lesson.

"No matter how much help you have gave to one, do not expect the person treat you well later or any return you any favour, not even if it is a small favour, cos this person can stab you at the back and pierce right through your heart."

"Never be soft-hearted and forgiving to others"

Cos', remember god is never fair!