Qiumei

2011-07-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

It seems that whatever I have done, Whatever i hope to achieve will eventually become a failure.
I dun want to be a failure. My ego is too high to accept anymore failure.

2011-04-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

I did something wrong again, and i really hate myself for it. I really hate myself.

2011-04-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

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2010-12-11T17:37:00.001+08:00

i Swear and Promise that I will clean by room by 17th December

2010-11-09T21:44:00.011+08:00

I had a very very bad day today. I am not a toy where you all can play around. I am not an object. Playing such games just show how lowly and childish you all are. And seriously thinking, why things always end up this way, I finally found an answer to it. That is because of your attitude and character. Making yourself superior by making people inferior and mocking them, just proves that you yourself has no ability, because you are scared, because you are someone who is worse then pariah. Will I be forgiving this time round? Nope and never will I be forgiving anymore. How I am treating you all from the start, is because of how you have treated me. It was never played fair from the start. Was god fair? I think he was never fair! While at least you all thaught me two very important lesson.

"No matter how much help you have gave to one, do not expect the person treat you well later or any return you any favour, not even if it is a small favour, cos this person can stab you at the back and pierce right through your heart."
"Never be soft-hearted and forgiving to others"
Cos', remember god is never fair!

Ben Ben Burfdae!

2010-11-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

I hate my fatty hands and legs!

2010-11-07T01:42:00.003+08:00

Went to Takashimaya just now to look for drafting tables, was looking around and I happen to land myself in Kinokuniya and NBC. And realise that there are already selling 2011 diaries/planners. This does shows that time passes really fast and 2010 is coming to an end. Anything great I have done this year? NOTHING worth rememebering and to be proud of. My 3 years of study in SP is ending very soon, (HUARRAY) and that reminds me of my FYP dateline (AHHHHH).

That aside, I received an invitation for early admission into NTU. Meaning I will have to choose a new route very soon. My degree route. But i really do not know what i want to study, what course to take up and what I am interested in. I belive that I am not the only one who do not know what I want and what I like. I really want to go oversea to study, I want to have a change of environment. Well, that will only happen if i get scholarship from some company and get bonded to them. Though, I seriously do not mind, as i wouldnt have to worry about being jobless after i graduate and my parents will be less burdened, since I have got 2 elder brothers still studying. But whether local or oversea, I need to decide on a course first. But the big big big problem now is, I cant decide what to course to take up. I do not know what I like. I dun want to end up in something which i will regret later. Can someone give me some advice please...

2010-11-06T21:06:00.003+08:00

Recently, i have a feeling that i am getting older in terms of my physical health and fitness. Reason being: It has been 3 years since i last ran in a stadium or do any form of exercise. Thus, the gain in 5kg ever since i graduate from KRSS. It has been 2 years since i last play an instrument (Saxophone and Dizi). So, you can roughly guess whats my stamina now. Many a times, I thought of running at the stadium downstair, BUT... I can always find very good reasons not to go running. Christmas is coming, can Santa Claus give me motivation and determination to run as my Christmas present. I will love you so so so so so much.

Anyway that aside, I went for an eye check up today at West Coast Community Centre today. It was found that my intraocular eye pressure is slightly higher then normal. My optometrist told me that my eye looks fine, so it should be okay right??? In case i forget anything, I shall note down here cause I have to write a report on my experience. First was the super long questionair on my eye's health history, followed by myopia check, looking into my eyes, the nerve and intraocular eye pressure check and overview. One thing I am happy about is: Yeah, i do not need to change my spectacles. I was kind of lucky that i have got a cheerful optometrist, should i say he is a gentlemen who do my eye check. Else it would be boring if there is no talk for an hour plus.

And after that was Ben Ben Burfdae celebration. Will upload photos of it in my next post.!

2010-10-30T14:34:00.002+08:00

I suppose to do some readings and tutorials today. But as usual nothing can be accomplished at home. I hate the damn internet speed, bed and TV.

Improve English

2010-10-21T21:27:00.004+08:00

Ever since, I graduated from secondary school. I realized that my English has gone really bad. It has been a long time since i last speak and write, good proper english. .

So from today onwards, I shall TRY to set a few hours a week to try and work hard to improve on my grammers and vocabularies. (Though deep inside my heart, I know I definitely will NOT comply to above statements, but still I feel happy cos for now i have SOME motivation)

2010-10-21T21:17:00.005+08:00

I want to fly a BIG and PRETTY kite!

2010-10-15T09:10:00.002+08:00

i was throwing tantrum,bad-tempered, and rude just now.

But, now i am feeling super guilty!

2010-10-14T04:32:00.004+08:00

Picnic was fun except for the hot scorching sun!

2010-10-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

Being young is easy
Being young means you can do or say anything you want without contraint, becuase people are more forgiving then

But now,

Being an adult you have to becareful of what you say and do
Being an adult you can no longer ignore what people say to you
Being an adult you can no longer do what you want and what you like
Being an adult means meeting more different people
Being an adult to me, it sucks

My life, sucks, chossing this path was a huge huge huge mistake

A part of me wants to be nice, but looking at you i cant help but remember what you have done to me. But looking at you, i eventually become soft hearted again.

I am mad, i feel like crying

2010-10-06T00:49:00.007+08:00

I am mad becuase ppl always think that i am mad at them
I am mad becuase my fyp has still a far far way to go to completion
I am mad becuase i make assumption
I am mad because i dunno when can i finish learning actionscript
I am mad becuase i dun have confidence in developing my fyp game
I am mad becuase no one is helping
I am mad becuase of YOU YOU YOU
I am mad becuase i feel that i am drowning
I am mad becuase it has been long since i last went shopping
I am mad because of every single thing that is happening in my life and
What I am readlly mad at is MYSELF

2010-09-24T13:08:00.001+08:00

It is disgusting to see people sucking up!

2010-07-26T19:13:00.001+08:00

i am feeling stress, really stress and more stress
more than that, i feel even more irritated with my surrounding environment
i am getting tired, real tired
i want to grow old fast

2010-07-15T13:11:00.001+08:00

Think Think Think use your brain and THINK please

2010-06-12T13:05:00.001+08:00

You are a selfish freak!

2010-05-29T23:18:00.006+08:00

After 3 years of away from band and saxophone, i think i am starting to miss my section, my super out of tune saxophone, sectionals and band practices!!!

Problem with CCV and PS3eye

2010-05-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

This is the problem i am encountering, the computer just doesnt shows the image that should be capture my my PS3 eye camera. But it works fine with my built in laptop camera.

it works fine for just once, but subsequently all the other time, CCV just show the black screen, it cannot detect my camera.

2010-05-23T10:34:00.003+08:00

No Facebook

No Videos

No TV

No More Time should be waste

Time to prepare for MST

And it will soon be our turn to wear the robe and graduate

2010-05-23T10:24:00.002+08:00

Officially i had quitted my job, more time can be spent on projects and school work and the most happy thing of all, i can now spent more time with my friends. No more messages containing information like "i have got work, sorry". Though there is no more monthly income, but i am happier now. So no more going to Zara and Mango. NO MONEY.

I miss attachement!!! I miss genome!!! Where there is no exams no 5 projects waiting for you to be done!

2010-05-21T19:56:00.006+08:00

I have decided to smile :)

2010-05-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou

Just mind your own business fuckshit

Lesson No 1

2010-05-04T22:26:00.016+08:00

Do not expect anything in return, after putting so much effort in helping the others. Just blame yourself for being stupid and naive in the first place!

2010-02-14T18:50:00.004+08:00

My emotions had been up and down this few days even during chinese new year the few days of the year!

Nothing different from last year and the previous and the previous on the things we do!

And the festive mood had never failed to decrease every year.

2010-01-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

When you tell a girl the truth, she would only be mad at you for a SHORT while but when you lie or betray them, the trust is NO LONGER there, and NEVER will be.
or maybe i over generalize this applies to only me

2010-01-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2012

A new year = A year older and wiser

This year not going to bother to make any new year resolution when i know that i will never fulfill any of them

Well, a new year, a new start, a step forward to graduation and a new life

HAPPY NEW YEAR

My Ying Ying Ah Ma

2009-12-28T19:43:00.003+08:00

Meetup with my ying ying ah ma last week so long never see here already!!! MISS YOU

2009-12-28T13:44:00.002+08:00

i'm currently in school waiting for JENNET KOH LE TING to reach. Was reading some website forums on BioEngineering. After reading, i am now even more determined to change course after i graduate from poly. If you were to ask me what do i want to do when i grow up or what kind of dreams do i have? I will tell you i have none. Kind of sad right! At the first place, i choose to take up diploma in bioengineering is due tot he fact that i like biology and physic, basically i like sciences and thus i know that it is easy for me in studies if i join this course. But now, asking myself again and again, i got to be true to myself that bioengineering really does not suits me! Maybe a year later when its time to apply for university i might have a different thinking and perception already! Who knows!!!

LongChamp

2009-12-27T10:43:00.002+08:00

Seriously, what is so nice about this LongChamp bag that everybody is buying. Everyone is carrying and buying, it is always damn boring when you find that someone is carrying the same bag as you and i wonder why everyone is still buying it. One more thing, Shop & Save is also giving out very similar bag to this. And the only difference is the material and it is FREE.

2009-12-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

It's so dead here!!! Going to post something here sooner or later. Thats is only if i finish my Design & Build project PRO E drawing.

2009-07-30T00:18:00.003+08:00

Went to a visit to A Star Insitute of BioEngineering and NanoTechnology today. One word BORING. It was also LECTURES. Powerpoint Lectures there. And now i realise IBM issnt a place i really want to work and go to! Cos it is really BORING there!

My Lovely Jie Jie

I look as if i am SHORTER then ELWOOD LAI DA ZHAI..haha

2009-07-30T00:11:00.004+08:00

THERE are so many assignments to be done and i am going crazy soon!

DBDS: AutoCad, PhotoShop, Physical Model, Powerpoint

RWP: Report On Mobile Phones 100 to 1500

Just this two assignment is enough to kill me

Regretted not listening in class when in PhotoShop class

AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-07-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

U make me feel so guilty, really guilty

2009-06-14T17:25:00.004+08:00

I remember when i ask u for help
Do you know how desperate i need your help
And knowing me, i not someone who ask ppl for help for this kind of things
I rather keep it in silent even with people in my class
Though u have no obligation to help me
But you remember what u said to me
All you tell me was u couldnt help cos' is none of you business
What makes matter worse is u rather belive someone who is a complete fucking bastard
You belive that person
Knowing me for so long, you dont trust me
Do you know how much i trust you,i trust you more then anyone else
I think u really forget every single thing i have done for you
What can you remember
From the moment you said that
Thats the end
You know
Thats really THE END

2009-06-13T14:55:00.003+08:00

It has been one week since holiday started and left with 2 more weeks! But up till now, i dun feel that it is holiday yet! Maybe is due to the thought of having MST straight after holiday and i will have a torture of continuos of 3 GOOD days of paper! Should start studying soon!

Jennet ZUI ZUI ZUI KE AI...haha see i have been tortured by her during math lecture

Remember my post about my conceptual drawing??? My prepepatory work!!!

Our Engineering Material Lecturer!

2009-06-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hold on your breathe cos this is really FUNNY! Though as i write i am still thinking whether to post it anot, cos it is real real really really really bad to do such things!!! But i guess u guys dun mind hor! ANTHONY SLEEPING! After this incident i realise that Xu Wan your phototaking skills are like greater the me and ah fang jie! I always thought that we were expert in taking photos of Elwood But u really indeed is a master!
Jennet Koh Le Ting Sleeping during CEM!

2009-06-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

It's seems like the Swine Flu is getting serious! And is MORE AND MORE SERIOUS! Just Singapore itself, there are already 18 cases. Swine Flu will be announced as a pandemic soon by the WHO and it is also rated as the phase 6. Though, i hope that this Swine Flue case can have the No School thing like what had happen during SARS, Now, thinking i would rather not have that No School thing now. Really pray that this Swine Flu will stop spreading!

Well, cant runaway from tests no matter what, they are down to haunt us students.

Our Microbiology lecturer was saying that this is actually nature calls. The world now is heavily populated and thus this Swine Flu is to actually control the population. Every 50 to 100 years there will be a pandemic and the last pandemic was in the 1917 - Spanish Flu! The nature would not choose who to kill, whether u are rich or poor u might still get it! It is the survival of the fittest!

And what so scary about this virus is that, once you get it, u will not have any flu symptoms for days! And at this time when u do not show any symptoms you are actually already spreading the flu virus. And it likes to attack young people! If you check the statistic the number of teengaers/ young people getting it are the highest!

Talking about what our microbiology lecturer said i think i should start studying my Microbiology!

2009-05-31T12:17:00.003+08:00

I am going to be left with nothing soon! You all have your own things to worry, you are going away soon, you are always not here by my side when i need you the most! With that left, only left with people who i had got to put a smiling mask on my face. I am tired of wearing this mask! Why do i still cry when i have these problems, Its time to face the reality and not run away, but why does god always let me have the chance to run away from this all problem and in the end late me face a much greater the truth that i cant face

2009-05-28T23:07:00.006+08:00

Took some pictures in thermofluid 2 workshop, saw Mr Chay, missed his teaching and his style.

Taken at food court four with me un noticed by my new found love hidayah...haha Ah fang fang fang fang fang fang....

And an additional of THEBA...haha a chance for you to be taller than me!

And this is Xu Wan Jie Jie Baby

Okay, i need continue go read the patent. Reading patents after patents is a nightmare. read until tears drop! And i had only completed three, two more to go!!!

I need motivation for these nightmare!!!

2009-05-26T10:39:00.002+08:00

I am going crazy soon, i need to come up with five conceptual design by monday on this stupid ERGYS and what i have thought of last night have already appeared in the market, ahhhhh these is so damn irritating. JIU MING AR!!! And still need 5 patent and 3 internet search FAINT* and RWP i felt that my part is not coherent. Left 12 more days to holiday yet the days to holiday are so HECTIC.

2009-05-23T12:11:00.002+08:00

This 2 months i think i mentally stressed up! School assignments are piling up and i can hardly finish them. And whats more later i still need to do 5 conceptual design for my medical device, faint it has to be hand draw, someone please help me. Called to like most of the hospital in Singapore and seems like they doesnt want to be interviewes. and so many many assignments and stuff that i do not understand in school. I need help people! School work is already enough to drive me crazy.

4e6'07 Class Charlet

2009-05-23T12:04:00.003+08:00

4e6'07 class charlet, as usual, the usuals few attended, these time round was not just a gathering but also to cellebrate Yi Wen's Burfdae.

Next class charlet i gues i will no longer be staying over, well these time round the reason why i stayed over eventhough i feel like going so much is because i was like FORCED!!!

okay, shall look forward to the next gathering again!

Jolene's Burfdae

2009-05-23T11:47:00.005+08:00

Continuation of the last post, it washer 18 burfdae, to me is so not nice to be 18 it means we are rowing OLDER..AHHHHhhhh..to many people it may be a sign to more freedom, but to me it is a sign of more problem and troubles. What to do, how i wish the world can just stop at anytime i like i wan to be like HIRO in HEROES...haha

Jolenes Burfdae

2009-05-23T11:31:00.009+08:00

Celebrated Jolene's burfdae lazy to talk much but enjoy the photos and i too lazy to organise these photos!!! So kind of messy!!!

The 5 Girls In My Class

2009-05-23T11:23:00.003+08:00

PhotoSection in BioChemistry Lab with 5 "LOVELY" girls in my class, wahaha...

and this ideas was definitely AH FANG haha This photo taken my anthony lin thats why lidat so blurry
a little improvement by victor...hahabut why NEVER ZOOM!!!

Ah fang and ah wan jie

My new love hidayah..

Catching Ups!

2009-04-01T00:01:00.003+08:00

Had a catching up sections with Yong Hwee and Jason today at West Coast Plaza and we decided to went back to KR to see some of our teachers, well most of them remain the same. Talk with Mrs Tan for quite a long time and realise somethings that i really have to start now! Oh yar and Mrs Tan got a new hair cut and a hair colour that makes her look so much YOUNGER! We also saw Mdm Tsuei and Miss Chua!!! Was a great catchup with each other!

2009-03-31T23:50:00.004+08:00

I believe that those people who knows me will know that i don't like to do surveys, but in the midist of boredness while waiting for my hair to dry so that i can SLEEP i took this survey that i saw at MeiYi's blog and i think is kind of true too!!! Give it a try at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-19T10:01:00.006+08:00

Got my results yesterday, was okay okay, shan't talk about it. I think that people know what i do not like and did not ask me about things. How clever, seems like people are getting cleverer.

I think that these holidays is getting a little bit longer, two months of holiday. I can't wait for school to start. But what so irony is that when school is about to start, i wished that i would not start so soon. Weird isn't it.

Career fair 2oo9

2009-03-09T10:07:00.007+08:00

For the past few days have been working in Career Fair at Suntec for NUS. Four days of standing from 11am to 8pm had concentrated my leg and shoulders with latic acid It is killing me with pains and strains.

(Didn't really take any picture but will upload it once i get it from my colleague)This is the booth opp. us and i think their things are kind of interensting:

Guess what by going to their school within one year you will get your DIPLOMA CERT second year ADVANCE DIPLOMA and third year a BACHELOR

and that left me wonder what is the use of going to a local polytechnic ,getting a diploma cert only after 3 years of studies and these insitute after three years you can get a Bachlor. AND whats more you just need 3 o level passes to get in.

They even have got a casino studies!!!

BUGIS

2009-02-22T09:34:00.003+08:00

Can anyone tell me what is this building besides Bugis Village and Bugis Junction???

It has been a long real time since i last went to Bugis. Due to the stupid weather both of us decided to go Bugis instead. The shop is kind of boring there. Maybe cause i dun wanna spent money ytd. Waiting for April than will i spend money! Anyway, i bought a "Brush For Blusher".

After Exam Celebration

2009-02-22T09:26:00.005+08:00

On Wednessday, went soul garden with my classmates, though not all of them attended the after exam celebration but half the class attended which means there are 10 people. Ha Sounds like math!

The food there is still the same but not as much variety as yuki yaki and taka soud garden but still okay okay lar!!!

Look at our Elwood Lai Hung Tat and Chong Kuan Lao Da!

4e6'08 Class Charlet

2009-02-14T17:41:00.008+08:00

A meeting again with our 4e6 classmates Haha...Though not many turn up but it was still a very fin meet up again! And met two new people one is Kennieth(Shinyi Classmate) and Jeff(Shinyin BF)...hahaha...They still look the same though except dannie you have become THINNER and Subodh youu have grown TALLER!!!

Here Are The Photos Not In Order Cos LAZY to arrange!

NGAI JIA SHENG you got a super hand!!!

Indian Poker!

That's All for TODAY..Shall update more OverDued Photos After my Exam!!!

18th Feb 2009 will mark the end of my Yr 1 Life...Hooray!!!

2009-01-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

It has been rally long sine i put an update rite here. But recently or i can say i month ago thre isnt realli anything to blog. Neither are there any intresting happening to blog on. So what i can say is THERE IS NTH INTERESTING IN MY LIFE FOR THE time being. Summarise: it is BORING.

Got my left ankle injured last week friday. Which is cos by tripping over the staircase at the FOOD COURT. Well lucki;y that staircase is towards the basment so there arnt many people who actually saw it.So PHEW!!!

Chinese New Year is coming but yet the mood for chinese new year is not there yet. But my holiday mood is already in me. And during tutorial there isnt any mood to do those work. So end up i did not really do much or what i should say. Nth seems to be able to be absorbed in my brain. AND exams or just in abt 3 weeks time and my CEM, Electronics, Mechanics & Autocad i still dun really undersatnd them and this is really killing me. I just dun have enough time. How i wish i can be like Edward. So that i can dun sleep!!! haha

And oh yar. I have been reading the twilight series, now i reading the forth sequal book. And what i can say is that it is really interesting. Hopefully i can finish it by tml.

And by hook or by crock i gonna get back to orchard to buy the top. now i am so regretting for not trying and buying the top ytd when i saw it. Ytd went out with Fangling, Elwood, Chin Wah, Chee Hung and Victor. Super tiring when i got home ytd.

And now i am in school and my slippers had just broken which means i have to get a new one soon too!!! Argh...so many things are pillng up. But first i gonna do my spring cleaning tonight.!

Oral Communication Presentation!

2009-01-06T00:08:00.012+08:00

Today My Group Finish our OC presentation! And of course the feeling is great especially when i finish the Q & A session.It was definitely a relief and i am really glad that questions were being asked too!!!And of course next shall be the big one the individual presentation!

Here are the pictures. Basically, my group consist of

ME, fangling jiejie and Theba!(Charlie's ANGEL)

Ah fangjie pop ups!!!So, today i spent my 3 hours plus studying in the library studying somthing that i totally dun really understand what i am studying.! AND i wore formal for the whole entire day.

The shoes is such a killer!

GREETING 2oo9

2008-12-31T14:29:00.003+08:00

It's going to be 2oo9 very soon and not much particular feeling to it. And i am going to be 18 soon. Everything is coming so fast and so soon. And its time for me to really decide whether should i change course or not and not long later will be should i go university or should i start work and following that i would be deciding what jobs to take on and going on i will 30 year old soon! Time is so precious and yet it slip away so fast!

Four Days Trip To MALAYSIA

2008-12-27T23:03:00.026+08:00

It has been SIX year since we actually went back to Malaysia to visit my Mother side's Relative. And i was kind of being force to go there. Thanks to my Uncle who is getting married during Chinese New Year. But unfortunately we are not able to go back that day so we went back on such a wonderful day on the CHRISTMAS EVE! WASTED my whole entire Christms Eve sitting in the car for 8 LONG HOURS before i reach Sitiawan at Perak!This is our first stop to eat n Malaysia at the Yong Ping Zheng. The food is still okay okay. But it is kind of RURAL there. Life there seems so slow!The famous everything peanut product shop!!! And this is me! HaHa.!!! Actually have been staying in the room so called the whole day because i dun like the kids! We actually live in our another uncle house who actually have SEVEN kids and is very noisy.The view from outside the house!The Second day, was basically shopping day, and they actually can stay in a shop for more than an hour! faint* This boat above actually cost about 3000Rm...and it is real BIGThis houses here u see above are houses specially built for swallows and thats where TONNES of Bird Nest are found.Went to Lumbut(the sea there) on the third day and also a farewell dinner for us!What u are seein is actually the Hibiscus Flower the National Flower Of Malaysia!
My little 2 year old cousin. he very scary will just climb onto you and clinge onto you and hug you!

The Dinner:

My Second uncle:(above)

the evil family becasue from what i heard they arnt really nice people

My third uncle and grandmother!

Third Uncle Wife below the one i said has SEVEN kids and the one that we actually stayed with!The view outside the restaurant that we ate in!

Lumbut:

My cousins!

Attempt to hold the ship FAILED

MY BEAUTIFUL HAND and SHADOW

On the forth day the day i have been waiting for to come back to Singapore! What i can say is i miss my bed, my computer, my bears and the toilet (WHY? the first time i went to their toilet there were flies above the toilet bowl! YUCKS)The water pipe which is very important to Singapore!

The time we cameback was very crowded. And there waas traffic jam along the way! This one is towards the immegration there! Sitting inside the car for 8 hours my butt really hurt!!!

What I can say now is i am very blessed to be in Singapore! AND bless to be sitting down here using my COMPUTER!

Santa Claus is coming to town

2008-12-10T15:10:00.006+08:00

It's the holiday season now whats more Christmas is coming! If you have been going to town i believe u would have seen these LOVELY decorations!

Tried holding up my pen today to do my i2e revision paper. But i have got no motivation to write and thus i gave up the idea shortly on trying to do it.And Something that really spoils my mood.

I have to go back to school at 8.30AM tml!

like during the holidays.

DECEMBER

2008-12-06T14:21:00.006+08:00

Ever Since school starts times had fly really fast. Truthfully, i did not enjoy this term very much and much is also due to what happen last week. And i shant talk much about it. Even without talking about it my mood had been partially destoryed. And it seems that my heart is aching for such a small thing! and what had really happened to me.!

Its december now, and i had always been looking forward to this month every year, but not now. I don't noe whether my serious mood swing has come again.But i kind of feel depressing now of an unknown reason.

Ytd, went to see my manager for my work stuff, but the schedule for work cant be accomodated So i guess i shant be working that much this holiday but i am in need of money. Cos' my parents would gif me 50% discount to my pocket money as compared to the normal going school day.!

This holiday doesnt seems to be like a holiday anymore. School work is piling up and even CEM has homework.! drawings and tests are coming and shortly 9 weeks later will be our exam and a long holiday break and i wll be in year 2. and the decision comes whereby should i stay in BioEngineering or should i change to Mechanical Engineering. Sometimes thinking the thought of changing to mechanical engineering issit because of the desire to leave this class or issit the desire to change to a course which provides me with a wide job scope opportunity.! i don't noe. But the urge to escape from the reality is getting stronger. In the first place should i even come to engineering or should i be in busines whereby everyone wants me to go.! In the first place i had already stepped on a wrong path. that i dont want to return. The question of "Is engineering a right choice for me? I am suited for engineering?" -suddenly came to my mind. My heart gave me a depressing answer which is NO. I suddenly had no confidence and want to escape from the real reality. Tears roll down unresistably. Whats wrong with me seriously. Or issit i have come to a point whereby all human being will come to this anti climax part of their life. I dun wan to think about it anymore. And i really want to put down this mask i am wearing in front of everyone. I am tearing behind the mask do you noe that.

Seriously what had happend to me can anyone help me...!!!

2008-11-21T16:26:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I can't understand that Clique you have got. When you are happy you can talk to us like nothing had happen and when you are un happy you can ignore us as we are like youur aquaintance or maybe strangers! Are we what we called "OBJECT" to you?!?!?! AT least if we have done something wrong you can tell us, if not during porjects you should jolly well act as if nothing had happened! I mean isnt it kind of obvious that you are particularly against us! and using your expert way of PROPAGANDLING you influence others and let others ignore us too!FINE it's alright if you dun want to talk to us! and if you were to say we were the one who are the attitude one! PLEASE LOOK AT URSELF FIRST! Who was the one who started this off! Even if we tried to get along with you, what did you do?!?!?! that face is real disgusting! -Please dun let me PUKE! Yucks! If you have not had that attitude i would have act as nothing had happened! it is my luck and a "BLESSING" to be grouped with you for this semester long project! If not for the admin number gouping i would have been enjoying my LIFE like RIGHT NOW! do you noe what does it mean by RIGHT NOW! OPPS, i dun think u understand! Cos'' you living with such thinking i think you are just living in a world of yours! Seriously, cant you just act along IDIOT! AND what are guys class! you guys are justa bunch of people who think that we girls cant make it! Oh please be return to reality who have been winning you all throughtout the term by term! thinking that u are the best, you are better then the girls! Sorry Please wake up my dear guys! this is the 21st century! AND so what if engineering oh no i should say our class is domainated by guys! That does not means that the guys are better then us! Like please look at the reality! GUYS in the end is justa slave of women!(this sentence is applicable to the guys especially to my class)

OverDueD Photos

2008-11-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

Here are some overdued photos for the math Puzzle Competition that we went during if i am not long is the last semester! Miraclely we got THIRD. HaHa..Shall end here and talk about something else in my next new post! Sometime to note too! Mid Term Tests are so going to be so near! and it is always so "NICE" when everything seems to clash together!

IDEAS project on SUNDAY

2008-11-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Rushed to City Hall after my lesson today(Actually not really considered rushed bah!)My wonderful Dad drove me there. Went late on purpose but end up i wasnt the lastest! SIX hours doing this stupid IDEAS Ethnology PPT isnt FUN at all!Rather it is kind of boring! Anyway doing PPT is never fun at all! AND to make things even more DULL and BORING, we did it in school! YES in SCHOOl at SINGAPRE POLYTECHNIC! But at least we manage to complete everything!

HUI YING AH MA

2008-11-16T10:00:00.003+08:00

SEE this Hui Ying Ah Ma round round face!haha!!!Well chocolate and banana ice cream are always her favourite bu NEVER mine!

It seems like my face is getting rounder too!!!

HUI YING AH MA

2008-11-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

The start of Hui Ying Ah Ma FREEDOM is the start of my SUFFERING

AHHHHH!!!

Went out with Hui Ying Ah Ma on Friday and really have an enjoyable day like out of so many days i have spent in school! How i miss everytime when we meet for luch during band! and the time we meet up in school during events and also not forgetting our Sec 3 camp!

Dun feel like typing anymoree because i cant seems to load any pictures this is so irritating! ARGH. Okie shall get back to my FME and faster finish it asap!

Quantum Of Solace

2008-11-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

watch this movie with my Sec 4e6 classmates not everyone turn up and as usual, those that normally says that they will turn up, end up did not come, and end up Benedict has wasted alot of money on the movie ticket with an extra of TWO tickets all thanks to someone and u gonna be blacklisted. Overall is a GOOD and WORTHwhile to watch movie.

ME ME ME

2008-11-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

This is basically what i did when i was having my LONG SIX hours of break while waiting for CEM to start and being sick of those movies.!haha

WELCOME HOME!

2008-11-06T20:49:00.003+08:00

Forgot to say, my brother got back from Australia last week on the thursday SUPER DUPER EARLY in the morning. AND surprisingly this is what he got me. a KANGAROO and its child.!

AND lots of chocolates which i dun really favour it but i dun hate it too.!

LONG LONG Long...

2008-11-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

It has been really long since i really last update.

FIRSTLY, there issnt any interesting to blog about.
SECONDLY, i am LAZY.
THIRDLY, besides LAZY again i dont noe what else to say anymore.

BASICALLY, last weeks i have got nothing to say about, cos' if i am not wrong is really kind of boring.!

OF COURSE, besides Saturday went to the "Night Safari Halloween Party" THANKS for the SURPRISE.!

What i can say about it is that the ghost are NOT EVEN SCARY at all. So, haha i wasnt frightened neither was a scared nor afraid. BRAVE qiumei!

Sunday, of course this KIND qiumei went to Jurong Library to company Hui Ying to study for her O's see her like so poor thing. and what i can say is my SUFFERINGS are over and not really is my concern anymore. BUT, cos she is Hui Ying, thats why this KIND qiumei got to help her right. But end up i kind of not really able to help her besides npt disturbing her when she is studying!

WHILE, weekdays werent exciting at all besides the friday movie and NO MORE. AND the guilty qiumei feel so guilty for not really touching my books for very long.

When i got home i will update somemore shall concentrate on my AUTOCAD now.!

Once A Week Post...

2008-10-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

Gonna have a One Post Per Week System seems like it is really a burden to update it everytime. AND yesh some may think that if this is what i think i should delete this blog.BUT, this blog is generally for self-entertainment when i am real bored...!

Last post sound likes there is alot of hatred. AND maybe i should try to live with it and accomodate with it. Afterall, in this world not everything can me accomodated due to my likings or what so ever. THANK YOU Kenny...!

There is a real bad news.! Okie maybe i should not say it here. But it is a real bad news. I2E project is according to admin number which means i am the only girl again. Seriously why engineering is so domanited by guys..Especially hate those guys who think that girls cant work in the workshop. But, i am really not those type who like to dirty my hands and drilly holes and cutting world. This is like so killing me on every tuesday. I must like I2E. I LIKE I2E.!(qiumei stop lying to urself)

OC project have also been down.

I just realise that i really cant draw and i am not a person who can draw both by hand and computer. But maybe i am improving in my Autocad. BUT drawing by hand is really so killing me. Seriously why are we spending so much time on a 2 credit unit module call IDEAS. AND we have to draw by hand using one basic shape that we like. Seriously, i am not gifted in drawing. AND gosh this is so wasting time. Dun tell me the whole of my public holiday will be spent on doing a complete 1 basic shape nd 3 product drawing on a A3 size paper.!NO i dun want that.!

GOOD news my brother is finally coming back from Australia after so long like a dozen years. AND seems like this is the first time i have miss this real much.!

Friday, by right was suppose to atch movie but there arent anything to watch so went to eaat dinner and window shopping.!

TODAY, went Jurong East Library with Hui Ying to company her to study for her O's. AND there is this bunch of people who actually stole her handphone. Is like a phone that is 300+ u also want to steal and we are like so young and u are like so old yet u still want to stole our things. But by the time we realise it was really too late already. Got some inspiration for my IDEAS drawing. YESH the idea is there BUT, i CANT DRAW.

SO, i am not fated to draw or to be a designer.!haha...Gonna end here now. Oh yar gonna complain about tuesday. I am going to have a full day in school from 10am to 9pm, continuos lessons except for the 2 hours lunch break.!\WHO CAN HELP ME...!!!

WARINING this is very long

2008-10-19T11:20:00.003+08:00

HAVEN been posting much.! Cos' I've got NO MOOD at all..No mood to even talk to ppl..Ever since school reopens. Maybe EXCLUDING WEDNESSDAY only, i am very much UNHAPPY and BORED most of the days.!Cos' every wednessday able to see c4 again?!?!?!

Ever since, school reopens seems like the girls in my class incluuding me have some sort of diseases. Seems like ah fang also can sense it. I mean argh, it is veri alike of last semester. Everyone doing their own things. Not botheriing others besides their own clique. And seems like this clique think that we girls have got diseases. And they have to avoid us to prevent themselve getting this diseases. This make me even more hate them for no reasons. Seriously, of this gonna continue for the next 2 years, wunt that ,eans that my 3 years in poly are so called SCREW up..!Afterall next year when we choose option 50% we willbe seeing the same old irritating face that i have been seeing for the past 6 months.!Some ppl seems to have unknowly show up their own tails. FOX tails i mean.! Shant go indepth here.And seems like my i2e gonna be the only girl again for thr practical. hate it even more when it have to be like that. Like last semester. Seriously this is a TORTURE. I dunno what i am saying now BUT i just feel irritated when hearing my own class, going to my class and meeting my own classmates. I mean ARGH...WHERE is my consellor, seems like u are always so busy and it has been long since i talk to you. But seeing u tt day was great but cant talk to u much also we are always rushing here and there.!

On the lighter note went to watch the "Eagle Eye" movie on the friday and it was unknown that i have watch it online before. So i spent 10 bucks watching something i watch before and really it is actually spending money to sleep in the theatre.

Saturday was GREAT, haven beenn to clark quay for very long.

And today i gonna stay at home to SLEEP...haha but not absolutely sleep bah. I wannat complete my CEM tutorial so that i do not have to rush to revise my CEM loke that last time i did everything become so rushy.! and gonna watch my Skip Beat Comics ONLINE..and i wanna get back to my full sleeping hour...!!!YAWNZ so sleepy...!!!

AND i wanna complain i hate the LONG SIX hours wait every monday before my CEM start on 6pm... SO gonna bring my laptop tml to STONE in the library...!!!

SICK

2008-10-11T01:36:00.001+08:00

FANCY me being SICK at the last week of holiday
and i am down with a SERIOUS COUGH and FLU

SUBSEQUENT DAYS

2008-10-05T11:05:00.002+08:00

SUBSEQUENT DAYs:

By the time i reach home from C4 Charlet It was already Wednessday SUPER EARLY MORNING.! Woke Up at 12pm plus and went to NUH with my MUM.!Cos it has been long since we last go there and she has totally forgot how to go.! [I'm Such A Filial Daughter].haha. Met my Brother there and i have to sit there and take care of his bag for nearly 2 hours!!! while he do his X Ray IN SKIRT. HAHA. That is hilarious. But of course it was because his leg has to be X Rayed.!

NXT was WORK and WORK and finally ended it on Friday and the rest of the time is Left to ENJOY and Relax! and a wait for school reopen.! and a point to note.! MY TIMETABLE SUCKS REAL Lot.! But good gracious my GEMS slot was the same as most of the C4. at first thought that i would be alone with the overage strangers.!!!

YTD went to Roy and Doreen wedding it was real Grand and beautiful.!!! CONGRATULATION

C4 CHARLET PICTURES

2008-10-05T10:48:00.005+08:00

Will UpLoad With More Pictures Once I get It From Roy..!!!

UPDATES

2008-10-05T10:21:00.004+08:00

UPDATES...(Guess Is Like A Finally For Me)
Haven been updating for one week cos have been busy with work and OF COURSE charlet!

C4 Charlet Was definitely a GREAT 3 days and 2 night.[but i actually went back on the second night.haha.] Overall was FUN and VERY VERY NOISY FUN FUN FUN and more FUN.More than half of the people turned up.!

[Jolene.Jennet.Johnathon.Roy.Zul.Rainer.Wilfred.JingXiang.YYZ.ChiaLiang.WeiLiang.Cadman.Danial.Wesley]

THANK YOU!!!

The BBQ food was Delicious THANKS to Jennet and Wilfred and ALL. ERM, but for me i admit i didnt help out.BUT i help to eat. and of course the MUSHROOM was definitely a good one from Royal Roy. AND the Mahjong and Bluff and Big2.5 was Great TOO..!!!and now i am addicted to POKEMON[i now childish, THANKS to JingXiang ar]there is SO MUCH HAPPENINGS.

What i can say about the charlet at aloha Changi was that it is TOO BIG, TOO ERIE, TOO SCARY, TOO FRIGHTENING. A totally different feeling from what i had the last time round.!

But you guys make it HAPPEN and ENJOYABLE.!

Will Update With Pictures For The Charlet Once I Get It From Royal Roy.!

FINALLY PPL

2008-09-27T09:20:00.011+08:00

FINALLY I have got the time to post something here now, have been BUSY working for the past few days also and haven been able to find the time to online nowadays...!!!haha..MISS ME ppl?!?!?!

But later have to go work AGAIN.!!! and i think i might be changing shift with Alex tml so that i can meet c4 on time...and also i did it for u JOLENE...!!!But also must see whether he willing to or not lar...!!!But then if lidat i have to wake up v tml.!!!DIAOX:)VERY EARLY tml!!!SO MUCH SACRIFICES have been made for you all..!!!(I SO NOBLE)...

On Monday or issit tuesday...??forget already finally got a off day BUT i have got to clean up my room...!!!all the dust buliding up on my shelves and books..!!! But seriously i have done a GREAT job got to show you guys the photos so that u will be PROUD of me too..!!!I changed my Bed Sheet!!!haha...!!!

MY study Table BUT i still think it is veri messy...!!!Gotta do something to it before school reopen AGAIN..!!!My shelves...!!!BAsically that time when we shift here i have no idea that my parents would have do so many shelves to my rooms...!!!and i have to crack brain everytime to find what i can put on each shelves...!!!there are like TWELVE shelves in total...!!!like SO MANY...!!!if that tie i bothered to ask them I would have STOP them for doing it to my room...!!!See that empty place there...?!?!?!Going to put a Winnie The Pooh Puzzle on it which i spent so many days doing it after work...!!!This is the Winnie the pooh Whole Family Protrait...!!!i gonna put up there on the empty place...!My Wardrobe let me show what is Inside....!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>This corner is for my jackets, school shirt and sport wear which it has been long since i last wear them...!!! home clothes cosmetics, those lotion and everything for personal care which i only used it when i am FREE...!!!

Threw away alot of clothes and left with this much...!!!actually also not really throw it away lar...!!if charity organization we would gif it to them if not their fate would be used at dirty cloth when we do SPRING CLEANINGS...!!!

Gtg already to prepare for my work...!!!the next time i post again will be about my C4 3d2n charlet on tuesday...!!!then i will have two more days of work and i am FREE to enjoy my holiday...!!! YESH YESH YESH!!!

MAMA MIA Here i go again...!!!

2008-09-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Watch MaMaMia this movie just now with my colleague at Shaw House...have been wanting to watch it since many months ago and it has finally came out yesterday...wahaha...

I strongly recommend you guys to watch it. It is really good i rate it 4.9/5.0...You will be expecting alot of light, cheerful singings and dancing. Ths story line was good too...!!!

They are songs from the abba classics. I love Abba Songs though it is quite a long ago song.

I still remembered when my father actually introduce us to their song. and also the time when our band was playing abba classic songs too...!!!

I strongly recommend you guys to0 watch it...

IT IS SUPER GOOD...!!!

FOUL MOOD

2008-09-18T10:30:00.007+08:00

OKAY i have been in a FOUL MOOD recently...so if you dun wanna be scolded by me or you dun wanna hear any mean words by me...Kindly dun talk to me unnecesary..if not i am so gonna kill...

Let me give you an example of unnecessary talks; WHAT IS YOUR GPA??? DID YOU GET 4 FOR YOUR GPA??? If you ask me this, if me mood is beta i will nto reply you...ELSE i am so gonna KILL and SCOLD like hell...okay...SINCE secondary school i hate it when ppl ask me abt my results...!!!and well Lim Ther have tried it before and he know the consequences of asking me thie question...

WELL and i am not realli used to the sudden Orange Blink Blink from the bottom of my desktop and the coming of so many messages asking me HOW WAS YOUR RESULT??? DID YOU GET 4???BASICALLY, this really anger me...

BUT if C4 ppl ask me i dun mind telling i dun feel angry, if other ask me i am okie, but IF IT IS FROM MY CLASSMATES...if reakishingly feel do angry and dunch feel like talking to them...and feel like scolding...!!!
IDIOT i dunno why i am so ANGRY just dunch feel like talking abt it anymore...

AND WELL what i have to say is that i am veri dissappointed with my own results...!!!and shant talk abt it...

MY JOB

2008-09-18T10:30:00.002+08:00

Have been busy working for the past few days and have not been going on line so often.!!!

Current helping up Singtel with the promotion of I Phone and helping up in their roadshow...!!! and packing their goodies bag...!!!is so much beta then the previous one though i see the other people here very BU SHUN YEN...but NO CHOICE...damn freaking hate the girls there...AND i am glad that i am not one of theor kind...WELL souund EVIL...but who cares...

Finally can get my hand to touch the I PHONE and is not that great either doesnt look that nice either...okie i shell stop criticising...

Was doing the Roadshow at SIM and i can tell you the student there and damn freaking RICH...and the guys there are of a so much beta standdard then SP...Fangling so you must go there more often u will sure drool one...haha..okie i shell stop fang hua chi liao...!!! But i can say that SIM the scool is quite nice afterall their school fees are real expensive....AND it is a school for rich ppl too..!!!

First day, saw Yi wen..haha and the seconda day Jason came SIM to find me...!!!THANK YOU....

my legs are still hurting even after one day of rest and DIAO later still have to go out...!!!SIAN...

RANDOM...!!!

2008-09-14T13:29:00.003+08:00

BANANA in pyjamas it's running down the stairs

BANANA in................................................................(dunno how to continue already!)

-->Yar, if you can actually somehow make up what am i saying you would rmb the banana cartoon show which many used to watch as a child...!!!

[haha...I know kind of random]

See this banana???My dad has bought it from Japan and it is as small as a mini handphone...!!!okay i know i am being super random here...

CONTINUATION

2008-09-12T20:27:00.009+08:00

THANK YOU San Yee "Darling" for the Belated Burfdae greeting..and i am so looking forward to our secret date next week....!!!

THANK YOU priscilla YO YO YO....haha it has been long since i have last see you le...my hands are getting itchy...AND you should noe i have always been very decent in my whole life rite...!!!

WENT out with hui ying ah ma just now, catchup with lots of fun and all the gossip...AND also the happennings for the past one month we had...!!!it was ann enjoyable afternoon until me manager called me to go for a briefing at six, and by the time i reach his office is already seven...AND guess what i saw my lovely Joyce and Shao Ken, do you guys remember the days when we went job hunting after 'o' levels???

On the way back home saw the moon SO ROUND...haha...(can you guys differentiate between the ones i took with flash and the one i didnt took with flash???)

THANK YOU!!!

2008-09-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU all of you who had REMEMBERED my burfdae...!!!

THANK YOU my dearest Hui Ying Ah Ma for remembering, even with those exams around you. AND it has been LONG since i last SEE YOU. AND tml gonna see you for the last time before your major exams is going to start...!!!and after that will be shopping time together....!!!

THANK YOU Uncle Master Old Ah Gong Gordon for remembering and not forgetting to "curse" me in your message. Haha...Dun worry i am still PINK IN HEALTH now...!!!

THANK YOU yong hwee Daddy...so SURPRISED that u remember...! and this year my best burfdae present, well you should noe!!!

THANK YOU my lovely Joyce we need to catchup on alot of things and it has been nearly a year since i last get to talk to you properly...i WANNA cya soon...!!!

THANK YOU my best friend Kenny for remembering too...!!! Don't forget to organise more movie marathons ar...!!!

THANK YOU Subodh for rmbering too...!!! after all as you said the WHOLE WORLD knows...!!!

THANK YOU yuan fang we also have lots to catchup too!!!

THANK YOU Royal Roy even having leadership camp at Batam now you still didnt forget to msg me...!!!you also my stay CHEERFUL and smile alwayz...!!!

THANK YOU my Ah Fang Jie...NO, i NOT GOING TO SHARE the handsome guys with you cos' they are all MINE..

THANK YOU Jia Cheng...!

THANK YOU jing xiang, you have been such a great fren to me since DPA. All the help and support you gave me when i am down, and also listening to alot of complains from me...!!!haha, i noe it is torturous to do so, but TOO BAD i gonna continue like this way complaining every single things to you...!!!

THANK YOU my twins YUN YUN & WEN WEN....hope to cya and go out with you soon!!!

THANK YOU my Chong Kuan Lao Da...So honoured to have our LAO DA wishing me a happy burfdae...!!! AND HAPPY 20th BURFDAE to you...!!!

THANK YOU Saifullah...and the silience sufferer from all the pinch and the demand from you...AND my songs supplier too..!!!

THANK YOU binni too...!!!but i noe is friendster reminder rite...!!!haha..

THANK YOU Glenn, my Shi Fu and so called Master and Kor Kor, thanks for all the teachings you have given my for my math during sec 4, i noe it is a suffering to sit beside me too...!!! BUt you benefit too...!!! haha...yar hope that the KARMA thing is true....and STOP saying KARMA this word when i am bowling okay, well you should noe the reason...!!!

THANK YOU my lovely college for the cakes and surprised...!!!

AND

THANK YOU Noel for bringing everyone together to celebrate with me...!!!

THANK YOU all me lovely Darlings...!!!

HappyBurfdae...!

2008-09-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAE TO MYSELF!!!

I used to look forward to all my burfdae(if i am not wrong)

But this year, WELL i have no mood at all

everyday seems so moody and dull to me for now

I shall passed my tml as per normal

Like the normal routine day

(Wake Up, Go To Work, Use Comp, Sleep)

What is the use of celebrating it when i have lose such important things in my life!!!

Well, shall not talk abt it anymore...!

would like to say

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE Chuan Ru(10thSept)

HAPPY BURFDAE ZENICE(11thSept)

HAPPY BURFDAE WINIFRED AND CHONG KUAN(12thSept)

HAPPY BURFDAE LILI(13thSept)

WORKING

2008-09-10T12:27:00.007+08:00

haven been talking much about my working things for the past few post what i am doing is just COMPLAINING...

What i did was just anwering any questions that the customer have abt the children section books

finding suitable books for their children age group

and also introduce to them the

I PEN- which is also called the "Intelligent Pen"

because is school holiday, they estimated that there will be aot of kid and children coming down

but they are WRONG

Waiting for my manager and i got bored!!!

This is me before going to work, and oh yar my work need to wear black top, so have been wearing black everyday!!!
so i look SKINNIER
...
haha

2008-09-10T12:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, I have decided to remove the TagBox since not much ppl are tagging and look UGLY...

today is a REST DAY for me...!!!YEAH...!!!

Gonna cathup with all my DRAMAS and my TV today

you guys can nvr understand on how much i love them

so addicted to them

Working was still the same as boring as ever

and nowadays i have got no chairs to SIT

and everyday have to stand for 6 to 8 hours

and

guess what!!!

i have got blister though i am wearing sport shoe

my mum wants me to continue working here

BUT i veri sian...!

and i dunch feel like working

anymore

if not because of $$$, i dun even think that i would work!!!

this month pocket money arent enough

my parents have made 50% dicount to my pocket money

OUCH!!!

TML is myBURFDAE and guess i would be spending my days at work

or i dunno...!

depends on my mood!!!

Feeling kind of

MOODY

DISTRACTED

IRRITATED for now...!!!

(the feeling is not rite thats all)

Yeah

2008-09-07T10:06:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finally today will be the las tday of work for the past few days have been standing for FULL 8 hours....

oh gosh...!!!

maybe my perserverence and stamina for standing would have impove by now

that day the retaill manager ask me if i were like to continue work there as a stuff and no longer a promoter

do u think i should continue???

but i have been missing alot of things with my frens

especially this golden week whereby they are having holidays

Computer Idiot, WORK, support

2008-09-06T00:01:00.003+08:00

for the top finding photos to upload to it

actually i am kind of a computer idiot

dun realli noe how to do this kind of stuff

today work had realli drained all my energy away
and my legs are aching like hell
so gonna sleep early for now
and tml have to go work early again sian!!!
this time round had nth to blog cos everyday is boring work and work and nth else

here

i would like to apologise to C4 for not going to support u guys today and tml i also cant make it

sorry!!!

hahaha...but i noe u guys would gladly forgive me rite

and

u guys sur can get the championship one

haha

all the best yar!!!

2008-09-05T11:14:00.002+08:00

this question surrounds me for very long

am i a strong person???

maybe u might think why this question and why bother

but this question has been bothering me for very long

and

who can gif me the right answer

not many ppl really understand me inside out

or maybe i should stop thinking

and

stop wanting to know the answer

sometimes reallity is scary

2008-09-04T11:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday was another boring work day for me

when can it ever spice up some fun in it

it is getting intolerably bored

and ytd counted, 100 walk in from 4.55 to 5.15

haha i noe i am abit lame

but it is serious bored till i did that

hope later would be beta

4 more days to go!!!

2008-09-03T01:57:00.002+08:00

oh yar and i think this blog is getting even more boring due to the lack of photos and uupdate of events!!!..haha but nvm, i shall depend on my MOOD as to what i should update!!!

2008-09-03T01:48:00.003+08:00

Kind of upset about things that happen today, or maybe i should say ytd!!!...Afterall the 10 long letter word i am stil unable to believe in it, and it is TOO fake to be say out loud..How i wish this would not have happpen, it is realli depressing to know it from someone u dunch like..it is even more saddening, sometimes i wonder is there realli such things as "Karma", or issit just a word to tell ppl not to do bad things...!okay nvm, i shant not talk abt anymore, and i think i shell get quit from it, or have i already quit from it long time ago, and it's just that i refuse to face the reality...!!!now i realli understand and know that reality is scary, is the dirty truth is something that i though i can face, i can handle...but now i think i cant handle it anymore.And from now on i shant talk abt it anymore..!! but realli sometimes i wonder why are such things happening, i hate the reallity, i hate the dirty truth...

okay shant talk abt it anymore, got to sleep early for tml work!!!

oh yar and today i was so bored that i counted how many ppl entered from the entrance between the time 4.30 to 5.30 and the answer is 200 PLUS, i dunno the exact cause someone ask me a stupid question that i do not even want to answer!!!

QIUMEI JIA YOU!!!

SIAN

2008-09-02T09:46:00.003+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN

Later have to go work again, though have been looking forward to working for this holiday, but really kind of sick of working..Here is definitely the most boring place i have ever work at and been to, everyday i am so not looking forward to it

Basically,

My job is just to sit down there and slack, and when people ask me question abt it, then i will juat answer them,

SCREW!

I could have work full time but because of my CCA....... haiz...AHHHhhh...

AND now it is so gonna rain later..AH....

Last time hui ying ah ma told me abt how bad it is to have a job that is very slack, but i dun believe now, NOW, i finally understand the torture you have to suffer when u see the time pass so slowly..okay, but after this SAUNDAY, i gonna be FREE, and yesh i not gonna work here anymore!!!...

just prey that there is more things to do later...

OH YAR, that sunday saw this really rich women, when she buy things ar, she nvr look at the price one, and just simply treat the stuff inculding ME as her slave or servant, as if holding the things that she gonna buy is something that by right we should be doing...like WTH...

but, i hope that there will be more of this kind of customer, so that i would have things to do today...hahahahahaha...

counting down 6 days!!!...and "yeah" i am off to work now!!!

first day at work

2008-08-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

this is the first job that i have which is so damn BORING...kept yawning while i work...and is damn slack...and damn boring...gosh..tml 1 to 9...how am i gonna survive...met many weird ppl today...and there is this women ask me 3102 divide into 7 ppl, how much wiill each person get...like diaox...!!! like hello, i am not a human calculator...

though this job is easy money and ver slack, but i feel veri paisei, not doing much too...but i did tried my best already...no one wan to approach also...hope tml will be beta and less boring, and less slack...!!!...ine wired SIAN...hope tml would be beta!!!

tired and tired and tired and more tired

2008-08-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

tired + tired + tired +tired + tired graph of positive and negative infinity...

wake up damn early at 7.30 to go BUGIS for my training.YAWNZ soo tired...yawnz yawnz!!!
training was kind of slack but at first i kind of not like the person in charge there but later after that she is considered okie lar!!!...

end up today did not go back to KRSS...cos to tired already after training and my toe hurt real lot due to that stupid shoe!!!...

i think this post is kind of BORING..haha but nvm...

but to day realli veri coincidence, one of the person who is having the same training as me is from the SAME course as me...and she is from the 1B...hahaha..the world is so small!!!...and from her i gotta noe that there is another person from her class also taking CEM...i gonna find out who is this next semester!!!....

okie this post is ketting boring gonna sign off now..and watch TV and sleep early....hahahahaha

SECHDULE

2008-08-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

OKAY..this are my SCHEDULE from today till 7th september:

today: i wanna rot at home and rest and SLEEP and watch TV...i realli miss doing this stuff!!!
tml: gonna celebrate the finish of examinations
friday: training for my work at bugis, and after that maybe going back to KR for TEACHER's day
SUBSEQUENTLY: i gonna work till 7th september everyday except 1st september...

AND after 7th september i gonna find other work today!!!...

I wannna keep myself busy for this HOLIDAY!!!

2008-08-27T11:52:00.002+08:00

Such a nice ppl like me!!! well gotta say...

HAPPY BURFDAE ELWOOD LAI HUNG TA...!

CONGRATULATION u are getting older by 1 year old!!

wahahahahaha!!!

2008-08-27T11:40:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!...HAHA...ytd went to watch movie "death Race" ..........

This movie is SUPER DUPER ULTRA violent.
there is not much of a story line, but for this movie the main thing is the actions!

There is this old women that u see that ELWOOD lai especially like....hahaha...

went to watch with our CHONG KUAN lao da...NIANG Kor(haha...see is so good nvr say jie)...FANG LING jie, Anthony ah gong, ELWOOD LAI...theba Joined us for dinner and went off..

OVERALL: I conclude that ytd outing was FUN..and we were like somehow lost our way...DUE to the guy "SENSE OF GOOD DIRECTION"...i am not trying to be sxist here, but mny things have proven that girls have much beta sense of direction then guys...OW too bad guys!!!...

But before that something realli unhappy happen...WELL nvm shldnt talk abt it anymore!!!...

2008-08-23T12:28:00.003+08:00

Have been quite busy studying for the last one week, due to the overwhelming exams. I wonder, why our school always have very late exams, the time and date both also late. My frens in NP had already finish their exam. But me, stiill got ONE MORE to go that is "C Programming", the other four modules are finished...

Haven been feeling like talking or messing with anyone nowadays, or maybe is it them...

I am waiting, waiting for something that might NEVER happen, and i decided to give out. it is too pain to continue to wait, too pain, evenn if it comes, i swear i would be cold and not be forgiving and to to be understanding...this is what i have been taught by you...

TUESDAY, after 4.10pm i would be free, and gonna work cos i want a watch from swatch...haha...of course that is not my only purpose. I want to feel tired physically, and not mentally. this holiday i gonna isolate myself from people, and after holiday a new person would appear. I hope that this time round i can do it. I hope so, i hope that my determination can overcome my thinking. i hope i hope and i realli hope

2008-08-16T17:18:00.005+08:00

Went jurong east library to study today!!!
Electraical Technology AND Thermofluid...
Wanted to continue my CEM BUT my headache has come haunting me...So back home now!!!
haha...
Gonna go back to school to study my CEM tml...

Oh yar..haha this is my HERO...he teaches my EVERYTHING when i ever need help in my studies...BUT he is so FIERCE and everytime BULLY me!!!...CRS finally over...Though all my CA scores for CRS werent realli up to expectation but got CD to cover it up, so it should be OKAY bah!!!haha...

and bye bye Miss Lim our CRS lecturer...Though sometimes i dunch realli like you, cos u look SO fierce and the marks u gave my also like quite low 69 for both my CAs...But i still find ur lesson quite ENJOYABLE....and THANK YOU for teaching us Miss Lim!!!

Qiumei

Ben Ben Burfdae!

Improve English

I am mad, i feel like crying

Problem with CCV and PS3eye

Lesson No 1

When you tell a girl the truth, she would only be mad at you for a SHORT while but when you lie or betray them, the trust is NO LONGER there, and NEVER will be.or maybe i over generalize this applies to only me

When you tell a girl the truth, she would only be mad at you for a SHORT while but when you lie or betray them, the trust is NO LONGER there, and NEVER will be.

My Ying Ying Ah Ma

LongChamp

4e6'07 Class Charlet

Jolene's Burfdae

Jolenes Burfdae

The 5 Girls In My Class

Catching Ups!

Career fair 2oo9

BUGIS

After Exam Celebration

4e6'08 Class Charlet

Oral Communication Presentation!

GREETING 2oo9

Four Days Trip To MALAYSIA

Santa Claus is coming to town

DECEMBER

OverDueD Photos

IDEAS project on SUNDAY

HUI YING AH MA

HUI YING AH MA

Quantum Of Solace

ME ME ME

WELCOME HOME!

LONG LONG Long...

Once A Week Post...

WARINING this is very long

SICK

SUBSEQUENT DAYS

C4 CHARLET PICTURES

UPDATES

FINALLY PPL

MAMA MIA Here i go again...!!!

FOUL MOOD

MY JOB

RANDOM...!!!

CONTINUATION

THANK YOU!!!

HappyBurfdae...!

WORKING

Yeah

Computer Idiot, WORK, support

SIAN

first day at work

tired and tired and tired and more tired

SECHDULE

When you tell a girl the truth, she would only be mad at you for a SHORT while but when you lie or betray them, the trust is NO LONGER there, and NEVER will be.
or maybe i over generalize this applies to only me